Genge rapper, Mejja reveals it is now hard for him to trust women after his wife left him via SMS, no quarrel, nothing!
In an interview with ´Word Is´ the popular Kenyan rapper expresses:
We had not disagreed, actually we were so happy.
I was in Thika and I got her message asking me if I had arrived well.
I told her yes and the next thing she told me was ´move on with your life´.
It happened so fast for him, on trying to reach her, she never picked up.
The next time I called her, she neither received nor returned calls.
Mejja reveals it has been a long journey to date, having to battle depression after the incident.
It took me one year to get over it but even to date, I am still affected.
I have realized that you can´t fight depression with money.
What helped me was the support system from my friends.
Unfortunately, that was the last time his wife set foot into their home.
It got so bad for the genge sensation to a point he decided to dial one of the numbers put up on the roadside, for prayer intervention.
I was stressed completely.
Sadly, that was not the end of it because the scars left behind, might have a major impact on his future.
I have gone on dates with different women but I am no longer patient.
Immediately I notice red flags, I just quit.
Being a man had it rough on him since public emotional stunts are a NO NO among fellow men.
As a man, sharing that with my friends was the hardest thing.
It consumed me for so long but at last I decided to open up.
The ´Landlord´ hitmaker however states that with his kind of career, there was no room for sadness however bad it got.
I could not imagine the mother of my child living with another man…
With my career, you have to be happy, especially when you are performing to people, so I used to fake a smile.
He discloses that he at one point, had suicidal thoughts.
I felt like there was something wrong, but the best thing was that I had a friend who would come to my house.
We would chat and slowly all the suicidal thoughts faded away and I got better.