¨Papa Dennis just wanted to open up, but did not know how..¨ Otile Brown speaks

Sensational RnB singer, Otile Brown has revealed that most artistes may face mental illness at one point in their lives but opening up, is tough.

Live on radio, making reference to the late Papa Dennis, Otile admitted that speaking out, with your kind of popularity is a hard puzzle to crack.

Unaona kama issue iliyotokea juzi na rest in peace Papa Dennis. Unakuta kwamba unaweza kuwa wewe ni msanii lakini kuna vitu ambavyo vinaendelea katika maisha yako, si kifedha ama vitu kama hivyo.

The late Papa Dennis

First, being a celebrity, you don´t know who to fully trust. Second, the kind of backlash the public will give you after opening up, can drain your energy completely.

Ila huwezi ongea maana wewe ni msanii alafu kuna vile watu huwa wameshakuchukulia na shemu ambayo watu wamekuweka tayari. Na unahisi kwamba huwezi ukamfuata mtu ukamuelezea shida zako.

However, it is speaking up and sharing your agonies that actually heals an individual but trust is an issue.

Saa zingine unataka tu mtu akushauri. Maana kule kuongea kunatuliza roho coz the moment unazitoa moyoni unabaki na amani. Lakini unashindwa mtu ambaye unaeza share naye hivyo vitu maana hujui umuamini nani. Some people may come and listen to you but all they want is to spread information about you.

Opening up as a celebrity is tough – Otile Brown

He cited his own case, having faced depression but is positively responding to the same.

So kwa muda mrefu mwenzenu nimegundua kwamba niko depressed for instance, like Papa Dennis’ case, when you talk, one finds peace but as an artiste. But you don’t know who to trust because you are not sure who is your friend.

Otile Brown opens up about his struggle with depression, says he has been emotionally and physically disturbed

Singer Otile Brown aka Jacob Obunga is among the many celebrities and people who have struggled with depression.

The singer opened up about his struggle just recently while speaking on an interview with Radio Maisha.

Otile Brown

Speaking about his experience, Otile Brown opened up saying that depression is real; despite many hiding the fact that they are silently battling with this huge monster.

Depression is real. For the longest time, I have not been okay. I’ve been working, doing shows but emotionally and physically I’ve been troubled.”

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Fear of opening up

According to Otile Brown, being a celebrity makes it hard to open up while going through depression. He went on to reveal that there is the fear of being judged that forces most people to maintain their silence despite the struggle. He went on to confess;

The problem with being an artiste is that we cannot open up to people. You can have a lot going on in your life but you cannot talk because there is a way people perceive you. When you talk, one finds peace but as an artiste, you don’t know who to trust because you are not sure who is your friend. Some people may come and listen to you but all they want is to spread information about you,” Otile revealed .

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He is however seeking professional help and hopes that this too shall pass. Looking at how Vera Sidika embarrassed him on social media a while back; this might also be another reason why the singer has been struggling with dark thoughts.

I have been seeking help, I’m also trying to relax, to cleanse my body, eat better just trying to get rid of that bad energy and to focus. I have been depressed for a whole year and it had me wilding on social media and I have done some things that have disappointed my fans.”