Kenyan singer Otile Brown has opened up about the loss of his unborn child. In a series of Instagram posts, Brown shared that he was “thrown into sudden mourning” after his girlfriend miscarried.
Brown said that he had been looking forward to becoming a father, and that the loss of his child was “something I had never experienced before.” He also said that he felt guilty for announcing the pregnancy on social media, as his girlfriend blamed the miscarriage on the “bad energy” of social media.
However, Brown said that he has since learned to “grieve differently.” He said that he has been “punishing himself” by spending money and traveling, but that he is also trying to “find peace” with the loss of his child.
“It was a boy…Dah it’s all good.
Would have been my best. At first, I hate social media for she hated me. And made me believe that its all the social media bad energy..and I kind of believed it coz for someone who never advertises his life that much on social media, Yani this one time I was lit, and excited and randomly decided to post about it while my heart telling me not to, had me feeling guilty.
But again I was like nah I can’t give these low vibration that much power. It’s either our fault, God’s plan or natural causes ..you can’t fit with me on God.”
Brown’s posts have been met with an outpouring of support from his fans. Many people have shared their own experiences with miscarriage, and have offered words of comfort and advice.
Brown has said that he is “grateful” for the support he has received, and that he hopes that his story will help others who are going through the same experience.
loosing my cool with y’all…”
