Vanessa Mdee has been on the trending lists for the better part of last week following her sister’s out bursts that her relationship with longtime boyfriend Juma Jux has gone to the dogs.
Mdee has now taken to social media to confess that she has been hiding a lot, and that recent weeks haven’t been easy on her after the break up.
Revealed
At first, Mdee avoided talking about the break up but mounting pressure has left her with no option especially after her sister’s revelation.
Her sister Mimi Mars shared in an interview that the two are no longer together and can’t be married.
Here is what Mdee has said on social media:
“Every day I tell you about how strong I am. Today I’ll tell you about how defeated I feel. I’ve cried for hours, I’ve had nothing to eat (and I love food and there’s plenty available in my house). I’ve cancelled every meeting. I’ve sat in darkness curtains shut… I still feel alone and like shit. This is not a cry for attention, this is for you to understand WE ALL GO THROUGH IT. No shame.
“You’re allowed to feel everything and be affected by it too… give yourself an allowance. Tomorrow I am going to be back on my bullshit and this will just be a low. Life is filled with highs and lows, sorry If I ever made you feel like I didn’t have these moments and that pressured you into believing that your life wasn’t ‘perfect’. You’re extraordinary. Discomfort is needed for growth. You are loved. Remember that. Happy weekend honey,” she wrote.
